The truth was I was absolutely confused.
I was a straight man, had only ever been with women and only ever had an interest in women. Yet here I was filled up with semen and I couldn’t deny that it was turning me on.
It had to be this body, it just had to be. That was the only explanation, this body craved attention like that and that is why I was turned on.
Because I was straight, and didn’t crave that at all.
But I was craving it right now.