I can’t go through with it!
I know I should be able to do this but I just can’t. I know my wife is in the other room with him but I just can’t bring myself to be with her.
So she’s leaving me alone. So she’s joining my wife and her husband. So the three of them are enjoying each other and I’m hiding in the door watching.
Because I just can’t do it.
Because I prefer to watch.
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“I don’t know why,” I said, the words spilling forth and answering an unasked question, “I don’t know why but I just can’t.”
And then I went on, telling this relative stranger everything. Telling her that I found her beautiful and engaging. Telling her I thought her husband was handsome and I could see him and my wife together in my fantasies. Telling her that when it came to the two of us I didn’t think I could do it. I just didn’t think I could go through with it.
And I apologized.
She smiled then, a smile that was genuine and kind and quickly turned into something wicked.
“There are people who like to act and those who like to watch,” she said, “Sweetie, I think you might just like to watch.”
She sat back on the couch and I contemplated that, thinking that maybe there was a truth there. Knowing that there was.
“Do you like to watch?” she asked me, “Do you want to?”
And then she began to speak in earnest, her tone almost teasing me.
“Do you want to watch your wife and my husband together? Do you want to watch him undress her? Worship her body with his lips and his fingers? Tease her with them? Make her quiver and shake as he brings her to the edge of a climax and then pulls away to leave her gasping for relief? Gasping for more? Begging him to go on?
“Do you want to watch as he makes her undress him? See her eyes open wide as she sees just how long he is? How thick he is? How big he is? So much bigger than you are.
“He’ll make her please him then. Make her take his thick cock into her mouth and satisfy him. She’ll do it willingly, because she knows that pleasing him brings her one step closer to having that cock inside of her.
“And she needs that cock inside of her. She craves it with every part of herself. Every bit of her.”
She came close to me then, her hand slipping onto the hardening bulge in my pants as she spoke.
“I need it too. I need a big thick cock pressing into me and filling me up. Satisfying me. I need it and this pitiful little thing just won’t do.”
She pulled away then, turning from me and heading towards the door, pausing once before passing out of view.
“I’m going to join them, but you can always watch if you want.”