When I agreed to help them get pregnant I had no idea what they expected me to do.
He is my best and oldest friend and I would do anything for him and his wife. When they asked me to help them conceive I was flattered, but I just expected it would be different than this.
They want me to take her place for nine months. To pose as his wife while she posed as me. They want me to carry their child to term, become a woman and leave my masculinity behind.
From the first moment of this new life I knew that I felt different. I felt alive and intense in a way that I couldn’t quite explain. It felt right, more right than it had ever been. In every possible way.
We work so well together, best friends after all. We can hang out and get along and it’s fun being in his company.
And in the night when we are alone he makes me his woman. Again and again and I want him too. I need it.
Because as the days pass I’m convinced that this is what has always been missing for me. I’ve found my place, and it’s by his side and in his bed.
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His presence, I felt his presence before I saw him or heard him. He was standing there in the door when I finally looked wearing a loose pair of sweatpants and nothing on top. His bare chest was hard and firm, his abs tight and defined and his shoulders broad. Fresh out of the shower there was still a slight sheen of wetness on his skin that made him glisten and just emphasized the definition of his torso.
Jack had a look in his eyes, confusion and uncertainty. But it didn’t make his handsome features any less attractive. It gave him character, with his blonde hair still a muss and his blue eyes still just as bright in spite of it. I watched him take a step in and my eyes raked up and down his body, falling on his pants and the bulge that was bouncing with each step that he took.
And in an instant, the last piece of the puzzle fell into place. I realized that this was not an artificial insemination, because of course it couldn’t be.
The medical records would stand out, and they might violate the terms. Keeping the pill a secret was easy, but faking insemination would be hard.
No this was going to be done the old fashioned way, I was going to have to fuck my friend.
“Oh my,” the words escaped my lips followed by a nervous giggle, “I guess I didn’t think about this part.”
“I guess,” he replied, his voice quavering, “I mean I was wondering why you came to the spare room instead of our bedroom.”
He took another step forward and I sat up in bed, my eyes growing wider and he misinterpreted the meaning there.
“We don’t have to tonight,” he said, “We can take our time and do this when you’re more comfortable. I just figured sort of the faster we get this done the faster you can turn back. I thought you’d want that.”
I wanted things, but not the things that he thought of. Looking at his body I wanted him and looking at his bulge I wanted it.
I could feel myself aching for him, begging to touch and be touched by him. I could feel the cravings and knew they were there even if they didn’t make a bit of sense to me.
Never in my life had I thought of any man like this, let alone Jack. Jack and I were close as friends could be, and I was unbearably straight as an arrow.
But I couldn’t deny the feelings inside of me, even if they scared the shit out of me. A rush of thoughts about everything that was to come crashed over me in a wave and I realized that I was actually looking forward to experiencing it.
The sex, yes. But the pregnancy and the birth I was looking forward to as well. I was looking forward to bearing his seed and to taking it deep inside of me.
The thought of getting pregnant by any man thrilled me, the thought of it being my best friend made me practically dizzy with desire.
“No it’s okay,” I told him carefully, not wanting to scare him off with eagerness, “I think you’re right. We should start now. I just don’t know how to begin.”
Jack stepped up to the bed and stepped onto it. He lay next to me and pushed me down to my back.
“Let me take the lead,” he said, “I’m the more experienced one in this particular situation.”