He told me that he knew my secret desire. He offered me the chance to become the person I’ve always wanted to be. My best friend is standing here with the best gift in the world, the opportunity to become her.
I’ve always been a big guy, strong and muscular. The sort of guy that instills fear and quiet obedience everywhere he goes. The sort of guy who relies on intimidation to get his way. I hate it.
I take the chance and embrace it. In the darkness of my bedroom I become her. When I look in the mirror I see her gentle curves and her unfathomable beauty. I see the woman that I have become.
I always hated the way that people used to look at me, but now that I’m her they’re looking at me differently. Out shopping with my best friend I see all eyes are on me. They can’t look away, because they can’t help but stare at the beautiful woman I now am.
All of the stares mean nothing in comparison to his. My friend won’t say a word, won’t make a move, but I know he wants me.
He’s given me so much. He’s made my dreams come true.
I want to make him happy.
Excerpt
Why not make this a Christmas to remember?
In the bottom of one of the bags from one of the stores was an outfit that I’d picked out special for him. I had butterflies in my stomach thinking of the reaction I would get from Tyler when he saw me wearing it. The way that he would look at me, the way that his eyes would get big and wide.
I couldn’t wait.
“Did you have a good day?” he asked me.
“The absolute best,” I said, “But it seems a shame that I bought all of these clothes and this is really the only outfit you saw on me. I think maybe I should give you a bit of a fashion show. Get your opinions on things?”
“Okay,” he said, shrugging a bit and smiling at me.
“Perfect,” I told him, “You just sit right here and wait.”
I plucked up a few bags and ran off to my room, quickly shrugging out of the clothing I was wearing and rustling through the bag until I found what I had bought for him.
A red dress with white feathers on the hem of it. The bodice of it was tight and fitted while the bottom flared out around my hips. And on the bodice there was white ribbon lining upwards, a bow wrapped up and tied just in the front of it, covering my cleavage only slightly.
I slipped the dress on and adjusted it around myself, taking a glance at my long smooth legs in the mirror and the sight of me, looking a bit like a Christmas miracle.
But I wasn’t done quite yet.
I pulled a Santa hat out of the bag and perched it on my head, smiling a bit as I left the room to show him his gift.
“What do you think of this?” I asked as I walked around the corner, and Tyler turned and stared with obvious intentions in his eyes.
He was stunned. He was silent. He was looking at me like I was his dream.
“I think you like it,” I said to him, swaying slowly across the room towards him, “Don’t you?”
“I do,” he nodded, shifting slightly in his seat in a way that I recognized in an instant.
He was hard.
Hard for me.
“I thought you would,” I said, walking closer up to him and reaching for him, taking his hand and tugging him to his feet, “I bought it just for you.”
“Just for me?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said, stepping in and letting the bow press against his chest, “I figured that maybe there was one more present you could unwrap today.”